I AM

Ya Allah...

adeh..windunye....











ps : hurmmmm....

10 - 15 of October, i went to Tawau visiting ian's family. The best thing about tawau is the seafood. The seafood is damn murah okeh..i mean bahan mentahnya..mmg sgt murah.. Mungkin sbb berhampiran laut. Me pegi jalan2 kt pasarnya wich is just near the laut..wich ensure the fressshhhnneeessss of hasil tangkapan...fresh and cheap..so my mission was no chicken,meat etc while im there..only seafood allowed to be in my stomach..harharhar..
The other best thing about tawau is the laut la..its near semporna and sipadan island. smua org pon tau how beautiful those places are kn..

Terlalu byk crite to tell till i forgot about everything..hehehe..so let the pics story you ok....



THE FOOD (SEAFOOD)

1st day : Gado-gado banjar, Ikan sweet sour, ketam sweet sour, udang msk mayonese

 

 

 

ps: it was fun..i ate a lot!~
pss : rm1.50 utk sekilo ikan selar kuning or ikan sardin..imagine dat..demm murah kan..udang plak like rm6 sekilo..bestnye..
psss : gaya masakan dowg agak berbeza dgn org semenanjung..biasela lain tempat, lain stylenya ek..yg penting seafood nya murah..nk msk cr ape pon blakang kire la kn...hahaha~..*klu me, grg tepung je pon dh teruja..yummy*
pssss : more pics on my picasa link okeh..
psssss : owh lupe lak..layanan dr family ian mmg first class la..hehehehe..trasa sgt disygi diri ini..hahahaha~
pssssss : me mmg makan udang and ketam sepuas2nya..xkire la org nk ckp ape..hehehe..

Raya Aidilfitri 2009

My Birthday Bash 2009

ps : salam aidilfitri, maaf zahir batin..

Salam...

Yay!..its 2 days before raya and yay! im still working..gagagaga~..
Neway for all chocol8 lovers out there, im sure they know about this...

IT'S BERYLS CHOCL8 SALE AGAIN ....~ yippieee *joget* *joget* ~....


And as usual...*yumm yumm*


* dis is only half of it *



and the bill :

tadaaa....




*pengsan*




ps : acah je bill tu..haha..bukan sme i punye choc pon..ngeee~...ade owg kirim jugak..i m not dat crazy la..haha..yet..
pss : sape nk mkn chocl8, jemputla dtg beraya..*klu xkene sapu bersih oleh penghuni2 rumahku itu*
psss : slamat ari raya..mintak maaf banyak2 taw..halalkan klu de pape ek..klu xnk halalkn..sila hubungi utk process claim.

Alhamdulillah...

Last August 01, 2009 : 09:50 am,I got a niece!!!~..hoooreeeyyyyy!!!...Welcome to the world, lovely Adelia..Muahxsss!~...

Adelia..commelllllllnyaaa.....

As I thought that Adif will be mengada-ngada in order to gain attention from everyone. I am completely wrong. Adif is such a nice brother. When Adelia is crying, he is the one trying to pujuk Adelia by kissing her and usap-usap kepala Adelia with his little hand..owhhhh~..how sweet~ ..how cute~..
Muahhxxssss! to Adif..





ps : I love u both so sooo muccchhh...~

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*sms*

ian : Salam, b ade 'hadiah' utk u..jeng jeng~

isya : nak! nak! adiah ape?..ala, tp bile nak bagi??..

ian : ptg ni i g seri petaling.

isya : yay!~





tadaaaaa~ .............................




sebuah buku yang saya idamkan...hooreeyyyyyy!~
mekasih dunia...hehehe


ps : saya gilerkan buku.
pss : semua sahabat tercinta ku di alukan utk menghadiahkan saya buku yang bagus untuk di baca.hahaha..bln 10 akan menjelang..*hint*

 

“Lorrr semut ni kerumun air cokelat aku pulak.. Aku baru minum sket. ish”
 

Tanpa berpikir apa-apa, aku mengambil mug yg berisi air cokelat itu, buangkan airnya, dan isikan dgn air paip.
 

Aku letakkan kembali di tempat yg dikerumuni semut tadi.

Sambil dlm hati berkata kepada semut “cubala minum air masak, asik minum air manis jek”

 

Erk!~..

 

Apakah??.. 

 

ps : aku andaikan aku mengalami stress akibat coding yang asik error.
pss : hasilnya - air chocl8 = byk gler semut, air paip = seekor aje

ps : =)

Before *2 entries before were related*, I am having a very hard time making a decision for myself which is:

         VS       
* my current company (private co.)                     * government servant as PTM


 

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tadaaaaa~...

I decided to stay with my current company.*wink~!wink~!*
 

Don’t ask me why. I don’t even know why. At first, I was into both of them. Even my heart or my brain cant decided which is good. I found both were a right decision for me.

Hence, as a Muslim, of course we should refer to the Yang Maha Mengetahui. Istikharah is the best answer if we faced this kind of situation.

Tapi bagi seorang insan yang sering melakukan kesilapan, selalu terlanjur dalam percakapan dan mempunyai iman yang sangat nipis ini, this is not as easy as I thought it would be. Saya tak dapat memahami petunjuk dariNya. I couldn’t see it either through my eyes, or my heart even how hard I tried. 

The days passed by were really among the toughest. But having ian, motivated me make me stronger. Every single day, I strived to be a better muslimah hoping that I can see what I am supposed to see. *muhasabah diri*

And the best thing is, yes! Allah tidak pernah menghampakan hambaNya. Alhamdulillah.

Apa yang kita lihat terbaik untuk kita, tidak semestinya yang terbaik dari Allah, begitu jua sebaliknya.
Hanya Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbaik buat kita.
Insya Allah, keputusan dariNya adalah yang terbaik untuk kita.Amin.

ps : remember ~ istikarah megelakkan rasa menyesal di kemudian hari. Kini, ku faham kenapa pilihan ini datang setelah sekian lama. * terima kasih Allah*
pss : Ya Allah, ko letakkanlah akhirat di hatiku dan dunia di tanganku.Amin.
psss : quote from yana: “dah jumpa simpang”. * Heee~ *