I AM

 

“Lorrr semut ni kerumun air cokelat aku pulak.. Aku baru minum sket. ish”
 

Tanpa berpikir apa-apa, aku mengambil mug yg berisi air cokelat itu, buangkan airnya, dan isikan dgn air paip.
 

Aku letakkan kembali di tempat yg dikerumuni semut tadi.

Sambil dlm hati berkata kepada semut “cubala minum air masak, asik minum air manis jek”

 

Erk!~..

 

Apakah??.. 

 

ps : aku andaikan aku mengalami stress akibat coding yang asik error.
pss : hasilnya - air chocl8 = byk gler semut, air paip = seekor aje

ps : =)

Before *2 entries before were related*, I am having a very hard time making a decision for myself which is:

         VS       
* my current company (private co.)                     * government servant as PTM


 

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tadaaaaa~...

I decided to stay with my current company.*wink~!wink~!*
 

Don’t ask me why. I don’t even know why. At first, I was into both of them. Even my heart or my brain cant decided which is good. I found both were a right decision for me.

Hence, as a Muslim, of course we should refer to the Yang Maha Mengetahui. Istikharah is the best answer if we faced this kind of situation.

Tapi bagi seorang insan yang sering melakukan kesilapan, selalu terlanjur dalam percakapan dan mempunyai iman yang sangat nipis ini, this is not as easy as I thought it would be. Saya tak dapat memahami petunjuk dariNya. I couldn’t see it either through my eyes, or my heart even how hard I tried. 

The days passed by were really among the toughest. But having ian, motivated me make me stronger. Every single day, I strived to be a better muslimah hoping that I can see what I am supposed to see. *muhasabah diri*

And the best thing is, yes! Allah tidak pernah menghampakan hambaNya. Alhamdulillah.

Apa yang kita lihat terbaik untuk kita, tidak semestinya yang terbaik dari Allah, begitu jua sebaliknya.
Hanya Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbaik buat kita.
Insya Allah, keputusan dariNya adalah yang terbaik untuk kita.Amin.

ps : remember ~ istikarah megelakkan rasa menyesal di kemudian hari. Kini, ku faham kenapa pilihan ini datang setelah sekian lama. * terima kasih Allah*
pss : Ya Allah, ko letakkanlah akhirat di hatiku dan dunia di tanganku.Amin.
psss : quote from yana: “dah jumpa simpang”. * Heee~ *

ps : musyawarah itu mengelakkan rasa rugi, istikarah itu mengelakkan rasa menyesal.

Alhamdullilah...

Ya Allah..syukur alhamdulillah..



ps : terima kasih ya Allah...

p/s : 143

This is a delayed entry. Sorry me for this.

 May is a month for ian to do this mathematical equation “ current age + 1  = new age “. Heee~.

It’s a month of his birth. Despite of he's getting older * hahahaha =) *, I want to ensure it’s a day to be remember. 

Flashback : 

Sharp 00:00: I called him and voiced out my wishes for him. I want to be the first person saying Happy Birthday. Weee~  
* I am the first one. Yes! * 

In a way,  I pretended like I got nothing to give as a present since I am totally broke.
* Well of course he got into my trick. Yes! * 

Ashee played her role by arranged a date with him somewhere near his place. Something like she need a help from him regarding her uni’s assignment. And its urgent!. Haha
* He got no clue at all since he expected me to be on work and Ashee really need his help. Yes! *

In the noon, I, Ashee and Aben were ready to surprise him. First, we need to find the Baker’s Cottage in Serdang based on an address taken from the site. Alhamdulillah, we found the place and bought an American Chocolate Cake, a very nice yummy cake.
* It’s my favorite cake. Yes! * 

Then, we headed to MarryBrown LCCT, and Ashee played her part by calling ian to come. She will waiting for him there. While waiting, we ordered the food.
* Yummy!. Yes! * 

As he arrived, I tried to squeeze myself in order to hide me. Erk. Haha.
* First few seconds, he didn’t notice me at all. Yes!* 

A minute then, I introduced myself to him
* He got his first surprised. Yes! * 

Then, we ate what we ordered. After having such a nice lunch meal, I brought up the cake for him.
* He got another surprised as he expected nothing. Remember!, I am in a role of a GF that cant afford to buy anything for his fiancée's birthday because she is totally broke. Yes! * 

We ate the cake. Yumm! Yumm! He got a present from Ashee and Aben.
* He is very happy with the pressie. The sweet moment is capturing him one after another. Thanks to Ashee and Aben for making the day merrier. Yes! *

Later, he got another present which is from ME. Am i broke? Yes, after i bought his present. Hihi.
* Another speechless moment. Yes! *

Before the day ended, I called him and voiced out my wishes for him a.g.a.i.n. Saying Happy Birthday to him a.g.a.i.n. As i want to be the first one, i also want to be the last person wishing him.
* I am the last one. Yes! *

the meal

the cake




ps : i am happy, he is happy.

Saya logged masuk ke account facebook saya.
Satu application di hantar dari seorang teman.
Application tersebut mengemukakan soalan berbunyi
" Do u believe love at the first sight?? " .
Direct translation : " Anda percaya pada cinta pandang pertama?? "


Well.Well. Well. Jawapannya....


" Sudah tentulah...heeee~  ".. * sambil mengimbau saat pertemuan itu..hahaha *


Ok. Itu sahaja.
Tata.


p/s : pertemuan pd Jumaat, 27 zulhijjah.

When i am in super duper sleepy at the office, i tend to :

• look at my notebook's screen but thinking of nothing. Its my version of letting my mind to sleep with my eyes opened. 
• read any random blogs and post comments. Sorry victims. Huhu~
• online shopping. Now, i know why the amount in my account always make me headache. Adoii!
• keep visiting toilet for nothing. Hoping that walking away from my desk will fresh me up a lil bit.
• drink a fairly hot nescafe even i knew it always doesn't work on me.
• clicking my mouse all over the pages, tabs, icons, or anything. Click! Click! Click!
• and for today, i added a new way which is writing a new post afta such a long time. Demm, am i that sleepy?~

ps : See, how hard i try not to sleep while working. (#_#)..haha
pss : all in random order of course
psss : So, what about u?? What will u do when you feel sleepy and ur boss is there?

I love shopping, but it depends. I’m quite picky, fussy and hard to please in choosing the one that I like, so I always end up my shopping day out to a tiring-day-without-buy-anything. If I have a list of desire, it would take ages to complete. I think maybe that’s the reason why I prefer online shopping rather than day out. I won’t get tired. As for now, I wish to have a selendang siti nurhaliza in my collection. I went to Nilai, but it turn out the same when none is catching my eyes. So, I surfed for it, found one good store with so many tudung/selendang/scarf/etc collections.
I placed an order of one that fulfills my craving.Yay~!.
Few minutes later, I put another one to my cart. Yay again~!.
Right after that, I added another item to my cart. Another yay~!.
I sent my order to the seller confirming my 3 items to buy. Finish then. Fuhh! Well, I hope it finish by then, but it just not yet. I sent another mail to the seller saying that I want to add another item to my order. Erk! yay?!~. Haha.

 
ps : Believe me, I am not a shopaholic.